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My days seem to seep into the next. I'm rather lonely, yet I'm productive. It's not that I wish I went to school because I really don't, I just wish I had some friends to see every day. I cannot wait until next year. Something to do every day. Surrounded by the greatest people, one being my baby love :). I love that boy, and I can't wait to have sleepovers when ever we want. I hope my classes aren't too early because I'll have to trek. Today was okay. I am babysitting right now, and I'm getting drunk later. Maybe do some artwork in that state of mind. ALWAYS a trip. I applied for a job at a fitness club daycare, I really hope I get that because I do have a passion for entertaining and being with children. They make me so happy and feel so care free and joyful! So criss cross your fingers. I also started teaching myself some simple French words and phrases to throw around, I might as well get a jump start since I will be studying the language next year. It was James' idea to do that, and he speaks it fluently so one day I will be on his level!! That's my dream.

I am so in love and so happy. We had an incredible experience a few weeks ago with a friend of ours. Everything was illuminated and so beautiful to me. Being in contact with my boyfriend was the best. I'd go more into detail but I sort of want to keep this experience to myself. It was pretty intimate and actually very hard to explain.