Tuesday, September 8, 2009

I hate waiting for nail polish to dry.


Dear you,
My nails are a vibrant green now. I thought I would spice it up. Not a whole lot happened today, went to school, came home, napped, wrote a paper, and worked out while at the same time reading. I began my day with michael buble's new song, then some old school 90's.. BBmac anyone? Turned my encounter app in, I'm going on OWE, I really cannot wait. OH, I read the new post secrets last night, and they aren't very uplifting, haha. I want to start my own post secret with the school or something, and have people give me their own secrets on a notecard, with or without their name. I don't care how you give it to me, but I would loooove that. I'm rather trustworthy, but I want to become stronger in that area, and I believe this will help.
I'm off to read some New Moon sweet thang, catch ya later. I love you.


Don't stop, never give up, hold your head high, and reach the top, let the world see what you have got, bring it on back to you! (Some wise words brought to you by S Cluuuuuuub ).

Monday, September 7, 2009

Come fly with me!


Dear you,
Oh you. Back to school and already under pressure. Writing an essay here, and reading a chem textbook there. Chemistry.. really? Anyway I'm ready for the difficult junior year, really am, BRRRRIINNNG IT ON J HIGH! I'm also ready for some change, and I have a clean slate and I'm feeling a change, a good one though, and not too drastic. I came home last night, got into a big sweat shirt and watched disturbia with my mom in her bed. (My dad has been sleeping in my bros room because he snores big time.) I cried in her arms while Shia was hacking away at the creepy bad guy neighbor. Just trying to mend a teenager's broken heart.. aw shoot. I woke up numb, and I hid away stuff that reminded me of the damn boy. I will get over it in time, because time heals. Didn't do much today, just procrastinated from doing the stupid summer reading essay, my fingers were not quite ready to pound out some B.S. essay on a book I almost finished. Huh. I ate a delish meal with the family and some family pals and then went upstairs while my baby brother was taking a bath and cried into my daddy's chest. My father is so wise, and so freaking right about everything. My sobs quickly turned into chuckles, because matt (my brother) was singing the cutest song, and he was whistling.. that kid will become a professional whistler swear to god. I've been reading New Moon for the second time, Im officially on Team Jacob.
How was your day?? I love you.

It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will