Dear you,
Oh you. Back to school and already under pressure. Writing an essay here, and reading a chem textbook there. Chemistry.. really? Anyway I'm ready for the difficult junior year, really am, BRRRRIINNNG IT ON J HIGH! I'm also ready for some change, and I have a clean slate and I'm feeling a change, a good one though, and not too drastic. I came home last night, got into a big sweat shirt and watched disturbia with my mom in her bed. (My dad has been sleeping in my bros room because he snores big time.) I cried in her arms while Shia was hacking away at the creepy bad guy neighbor. Just trying to mend a teenager's broken heart.. aw shoot. I woke up numb, and I hid away stuff that reminded me of the damn boy. I will get over it in time, because time heals. Didn't do much today, just procrastinated from doing the stupid summer reading essay, my fingers were not quite ready to pound out some B.S. essay on a book I almost finished. Huh. I ate a delish meal with the family and some family pals and then went upstairs while my baby brother was taking a bath and cried into my daddy's chest. My father is so wise, and so freaking right about everything. My sobs quickly turned into chuckles, because matt (my brother) was singing the cutest song, and he was whistling.. that kid will become a professional whistler swear to god. I've been reading New Moon for the second time, Im officially on Team Jacob.
How was your day?? I love you.
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
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